So many times I gripe and gripe about my inability to succeed in the business world, and I often wonder whether or not I've been cursed because of the many mistakes I make and the non-stop parade of people who've tried to cause me trouble in the workplace over the years.
A couple of days ago I was stocking in the toy department at work when I had
occasion to help a lady find a particular toy she was looking for. She was shopping for her four young kids. She explained to me that Christmas had become a very difficult time for her since her young husband had died. He was killed by armed robbers.
When my children get up in the morning to go school, I look into their groggy eyes and half asleep faces, and see angels. I am so thankful God has had mercy on me and has spared us from any harm.
I love my children.
(oh -- speaking of work. I found a job this month working in a national retail store. It's a start, anyway, toward getting back up on my feet. It happened right at the time we started paying tithing again. I'm hoping that if I continue to be faithful in tithing, God will help me to find a way back into a professional business environment again.)